Mea Vita

Ramblings of a busy mind (or; I don’t know if you even still read this)

It’s been over a year since I saw you in person. You still mean so much to me. I’m so glad that you came back. You might literally be my favorite person. I love you. With my entire heart. I want you to be happy. I want to not be a selfish person. I want my chest to not hurt. I want you in my life. As a constant. But that seems selfish. And I’m not sure if that’s just my brain telling me that it’s a bad thing because I’m just depressed all the time and when you’re here I get a little bit happier. But you’re leaving again. And even though I know it’s not at all your intention to come here a fuck up my head (especially since you have no idea what’s going on in my head unless I tell you) it sucks that you’re leaving. I want to work on myself as a person. I want to become a whole person. I feel like an empty shell. Like a husk. I want to feel good when I wake up in the morning. I want to feel like I’m not just going through the motions because I don’t want to disappoint family and friends. You might be the one. But I’ll never know until I find out how to get myself right. I’m making a decision. I need to fix me. I need to be working properly. I need to become me again.

I love you.

It’s been a long time since I’ve posted something. And I’ve had this kitten for too long not to have introduced him to the Internet. Everyone, meet Hiccup. He’s super annoying at 1AM when I’m trying to sleep and things are falling off my nightstand,... — It’s been a long time since I’ve posted something. And I’ve had this kitten for too long not to have introduced him to the Internet. Everyone, meet Hiccup. He’s super annoying at 1AM when I’m trying to sleep and things are falling off my nightstand, but when he falls asleep on my arm, or cuddles up to my neck, I can’t help but love him. #excellent_kittens #hiccup #hereallydidhavehiccupswhenibroughthimhome

You were waiting for the train the day you turned to me and said that you were tired of the chase and I was always half awake. I watched you as you walked away, never even felt the way. I am finally waking up, you and I were not enough.

I’m just a sleepwalker waking up.

just-shower-thoughts:

The first person to eat a crab must’ve been really fucking hungry to voluntarily eat an enormous sea spider wearing full armor

just-shower-thoughts:

Clean your house when you’re drunk. You won’t even care that you’re cleaning.

Anonymous asked:

Honestly, you suck at doing porn😒👎

sadbaffoon answered:

no u

deathwhistles:
“i look cute in rope
” — deathwhistles:
i look cute in rope

Reblogged from sexxaesthetics

architorturedsouls:

Panorama / Fernanda Marques Arquitetos Associados
ph: Fillippo Bamberghi

Reblogged from moderndreamhouse

adulthoodisokay:

tradramblings:
i-am-an-adult-i-swear:
deltadragon141:
shadsasaur:
Meow
this animal is confused
Leave him alone he’s a good cat
What do you mean confused it clearly knows he’s a cat
i think i just became a cat person

daily-showerthoughts:

Everytime you walk through a spiderweb a frustrated spider is shouting “NO, NO, NOOOO…..FUCK!”

cant-thinkofanythingclever:

wanna be cuddled for like 4 or 5 days

I know you’re going to read this at some point, so I wanted to say hey. Because of the way my brain works, I feel like talking to you, even if it’s just a hello, is nagging you; Like you obviously have better things to do than talk to me. I know that you’re busy with your life, and I know that we do talk, and I know that I’m just being dumb. I just wanted to say hey. And I miss you. And that I’m not upset that we don’t talk as often as I’d like because I understand you’re a human with obligations and I can’t expect you to always have time to just sit around and talk to me. I hope you’re having a good day. And I hope you’re smiling.